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No word to say, no word to wrote. I'm here, all alone.

Hello Guys! I'm just back from my hibernate. Yes, I know it been so long since my last update. Gue ribet sama blog baru gue. Lo bisa check di , di ditu gue lebih rajin update dan otak-atik segala macem.

Hari ini gue mau share sedikit tentang kuliah gue. Gue kuliah di jurusan Administrasi Publik. Yang perlu lo tau Administrasi Publik gag ada di Fakultas Ekonomi tapi di Fakultas Ilmu Sosial dan Ilmu Politik. Kalo lo mau tau lo jadi apa kalo lo kuliah di Administrasi Publik, gue kasih tau kalo lo kuliah disini lo bakalan jadi pelayan. Yup gue gag becanda, lo bakalan jadi pelayan. Pelayan rakyat maksud gue. Hehehe

Di administrasi publik ini lo bakalan belajar all about pemerintahan ya bisa gue bilang disiplin ilmunya mirip-mirip antara Jurusan Politik dan Jurusan Ilmu Pemerintahan. Atau kita boleh misalin Administrasi Publik itu kayak lo naek bis ke Boyolali tapi lo turun di Ampel atau Sruwen, itu sama aja lo udah masuk wilayah Boyolali.

Oke, enough about it. Bicara hari ini, hari ini gue belom nemu semangat "kegilaan" gue lagi. Kecuali "gila" buat nari di depan kelas dengan lagu Reza Artamevia-Pertama dengan gaya yang super duper mirip sama video klipnya. YA, gue nari ngesot-ngesot sambil ngesot-ngesot tembok. Gue sendiri juga gag tau kenapa gue bisa kayak gitu. Udah gitu gue seharian kejar-kejaran ma temen sekelas gue cuman buat minta mereka ikutan maen di drama pensi. Berasa kayak nguber-nguber artis gue, berasa artis mereka. Huh!

At least buat 4 jam terakhir ini gue udah cukup menggila sama temen cowok sekelas. seolah-olah mereka gag tau kalo gue ini cewek, mereka konyol-konyolin gue sesuka mereka. But that's fun. Thanks guys, you all bring my craziness back.

Enough for tonight. Eat You Later.

Hi again! I remember one my favorite blogger said that if you want to writing in our blog, write the strongest feeling that you have when you want to write. Then I think, what is my strongest feeling now? While writing this post, I’m playing my music playlist on my computer no longer I realize what my strongest feeling and this is my strongest feeling:

I want to write something about the truth, the truth about my life, something that really happened in my life. Have you ever think about something then it become real? It happens to me. One day, I’ve ever think that my friendship will end and you know what? It’s coming true. My friendship between me and my friend ended. Because I’m stupid. I did something that I shouldn’t do. I broke my promise (again). She didn’t trust me anymore. My fault. I have say sorry to her but she didn’t want to forgive me (until now). Many time I say sorry to her but she didn’t want to listen to me, she didn’t want to listen my reason why I did that, why I broke my promise. Until now, I tried to keep a contact with her, I send a message to her but she didn’t reply it, I called her phone but she didn’t answer. This is happen for a year (until now), now I give up and let it flow. Nothing I can do for make her forgive me.

I tried not to think my problem, I make myself busy, I follow many organization in my university, I follow many event, but I still can’t forget my problem (until now). I tried not show to the other that I want crying, I give my smiling face to the other without they know I’m crying inside, but it make my chest hurt. The worst is I tried to blame my choice to get a college in Semarang not in Jogja, I blame everyone even I blame her. But I know that wrongs. The blame is on me.

Now, this problem make me trauma. I trust her 110% but she doesn’t trust me like me. Now, I can’t trust my friend 100% or maybe I don’t want trust anyone, anymore. Trust is valuable for me, I don’t give it just like that. It takes long time to make me trust to someone. It not only causing my mind sick but my body too, I got insomnia.

I just can pray to Allah to over this. I can’t handle it anymore. But I don’t need to felt pity from everyone. Just give me your back to me or your shoulder to cry on.

Satu tahun yang lalu tepatnya tahun 2008, ada 7 cewek yang sedang merantau menimba ilmu di UNDIP, Semarang. Tujuh orang cewek itu berasal dari kota dan latar belakang yang berbeda-beda.

Ada Ifa, dari Salatiga (dibelakang Ifa *gambar background maksudnya* keluar Enting-Enting Salatiga),
Dewi dan Mbak Ria, dari Boyolali (background : susu sapi),
Riva dari Bekasi (background : bang napi)
Karen dari Jakarta (background : ondel-ondel)
Ulfi dari Blora (background : sate Blora)
The last but not least, penghuni kosan tapi jarang dikosan Septi yang asli Semarang. Tapi akhirnya digantikan oleh Endah yang serumpun dengan Ulfi (sama-sama dari Blora maksudnya).

Banyak kenangan yang ada dikosan ini. Mulai dari tetangga sebelah (ibu-ibu pojok idaman) yang tiba-tiba nendang pintu samping tanpa sebab, isu fitnah yang disebarin sama pembantu kosan, cerita karen sama “batman”, ngerjain ifa malem-malem tapi malah karen,riva ma ulfi yang kaget (yang masih gag q ngerti, si ulfi dulu ngapain garuk2 kaca?)mbak ria yang suka pulang malem, cerita hantu yang dimulai gara-gara sirkam riva yang ilang (yang akhirnya q yang nemuin T.T), trus endah, ulfi, riva, ma ifa yang kucing-kucingan sama mbak ria buat dugem malem-malem, sidang sama pembantu kosan (sekarang Fitri udah mulai rajin lho), masih banyak kenangan yang lain tapi yang paling ngangenin tu tidur bareng-bareng (kangen banget T.T).

Ya walaupun sekarang udah pada mencar kemana-mana, udah pada gag ngekos di PETA 2 (yg sekarang sisa q sama ifa), moga-moga kita tetep bisa jadi teman selamanya. Capa tau ada di masa depan yang butuh lawyer atau notaris (riva, karen, endah) atau guide mau ke Jepang (ulfi) atau akutan (mbak ria) atau ada yang mau bikin iklan (ifa) atau mungkin ada yang mau ngurus KTP?(sini-sini sama dewi) kita bisa saling bantu.

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